What I thought was there, isn't there and what I thought wasn't there, was there, total mind......
So I'm gonna keep on my guard, stay on my guard. I let you in so freely thinking that this is it, my happy ever after, my "the end" written in elegant writing. But it's not, I thought I was a player before I met you. Checkmate.
You run in and walk out, leaving a mess that none can clean. I think about you, I try not to but I do. Your not my first time. I've tried hard but it's not hard enough. Searching for substance to get the taste of you out.
You where truly the exception to the rule
To be honest, I've done it to others. So this is my medicine I love Karma. She's no mans Bitch. She comforts me but yet she still destroys. This is me getting slain. Nothing will ever be the same, when your finished.
There's always that one person that will always have your heart. I never saw it coming, so it's tearing me apart...
I'm not the same any more, please don't be sad or offended, I just needed to let it out so I can finally sleep at night.
Just answer me this one question "did I even stand a chance?"
Your hesitation speaks to me.
